A bit on my childhood
As a baby and child I experienced things that weren’t exactly normal. I would feel overwhelming positive sensations of tingling that would bring up goosebumps and tears, I had reoccurring dreams flying through the Grand Canyon and seeing a lady in all white, I would see patterns on couches and carpets distorting, changing and moving, I would feel really scared about presences that I could sense in the dark, sometimes when I would lay in bed my body would feel like it was swaying wide like hammock but my physical body was perfectly still and I was playing with my third eye during day care. Things like this didn’t happen all the time, but were definitely prevalent throughout my early childhood.
Later I discovered/remembered I have incarnated into this earthly experience under unique contracts, one of which is that I had up to 13 charkas already activated since I was a baby. Not fully blown open, just activated. I believe one of reasons was to make sure that I would spiritually awaken and accelerate the expansion of my consciousness for benevolent purposes.
Choosing to be ALL IN
In the early 2000’s I started to look up spiritual information, eastern philosophy, and estoteric (hidden) knowledge. This interest exponentially increased for years. After what felt like many nudges, in 2008, I finally decided to meditate. I sat down on my bed and said “Alright Universe, if my Higher Self, Spirit and all these things are real, then show me and i’m all in!” I closed my eyes, and minutes later my mind chatter stopped, things became still, and I experienced an expansion of my awareness. I felt energy fields, strange sensations, and felt my self to be bigger than my physical body.
I didn’t experience exactly what I had asked but it didn’t matter, it absolutely confirmed that there was more to reality that what I had been told, and I knew I was much more than just a physical human body. With SOO much excitement I got up, ran and jumped up and down through the hallway and knew from that point forth that I was all in. Back then I believe going “all in” meant I wanted to fully commit to continue to meditate, expand my consciousness, help people, and even become a spiritual master.
To this day i’ve committed myself to being “all in”. I don’t claim to be a spiritual master, or claim to be anything like one, I am just me. I definitely feel like there’s a lot I can share that can be of heartfelt value. I meditate, I create from my heart and now I share from my heart.